Karma

So since it's been forever since I posted anything...lots of things in my life changed. And lots stayed the same.

I almost died from having my wisdom teeth removed. That was fun.

I've gone out on a couple dates with women from an online dating service.

I had a major job offer that I turned down.

And Karma never ceases to amaze me.

I'm constantly surprised at how often I've been recently thinking about how certain actions I'm taking are Karma-fucking myself.

Karma-fuck: When your negative actions cause Karma to bring negative back on you.

I even recently said to G, after she made a semi-harsh comment on a co-worker that we believe will be getting the axe, that when I participate, I worry that I'm Karma-fucking myself and that I think I need to back off that...cuz I wouldn't want someone to be doing that to me behind my back. She agreed and kinda felt the same way.

I mean, if I'm honest here...I don't wanna see bad shit happen to anyone. We're all human, we all have emotions, and hearts, and feelings. And when you cultivate that negative energy, I don't think it goes away. And I think you become an easy target for it down the road. On the flip side, I know that growth can be painful at times. And sometimes you have to break the dying leaves off the plant for new ones to grow. It's harsh, but true.

I also believe that some of the most devastating situations can make you a much better person than you ever imagined...If you're willing to see it and learn from it.

And there comes a time, when if you are willing to see things clearly, the road you will soon be traveling on (your future), is easily in sight.

All you need is patience, positive energy, and the willingness to believe that all things happen for a reason.

B