10.06.2005

Ho friggin hum--redux

So I'm at this weird point.

I'm bored senseless.

Seriously.

This week has probably been the worst.

So far this week, my alarm goes off at 5am for me to get up and go to the gym. I shut it off and wake up about 3 hours later. Then I piddle around my apartment for an hour...not really DOING anything.

I go to work. Do a bit of mindless crap, a couple of meetings, surf the web, maybe START a project, surf the web some more, get bored, have lunch. Surf the web while eating lunch. Finish. Surf the web some more. Work a little more on my project, get bored with it, go for a stroll. Blow some time by chatting with a co-worker...

You get the picture.

And the entire time, I keep thinking "I wanna go home to my cool new apartment!"

Then I get here. And I'm bored again.

I've still got stuff to unpack. I have maybe 4 or 5 boxes of office stuff I need to go through and organize, but that's mind-numbing to me. So I surf the net. But I get bored with that too.

Maybe it's cuz I don't have a couch.

When I walk into my apt., I think "Sweet! 10 minutes later and I'm home!" Then I see my patio chair that's serving as an ass holder until I have enough $ for a couch and I feel SO let down.

I try to watch TV on it, but it's so un-comfy!

And even though I've got a TON of TV shows recorded on the DVR...I haven't watched them. I just feel like I could be doing something better with my time.

But when I walk away from it, I really don't wanna do the other stuff either.

Which leaves me with nothing. And boredom.

Like right now. I could be vacuuming. Or organizing. Or marinating my thawed chicken in the fridge. Or doing laundry. Or searching for fun stuff to do with my wee one this weekend.

But I'm not. Cuz I'm bored.

And what really sucks...When I haven't gotten stuff done, and I NEEDED it to be done, I have no excuse.

BTW: Everybody Hates Chris sucks. Don't let anyone fool you.

B

1 Comments:

At 1:07 PM, Blogger vibe said...

I totally identify with that. I get all "I WANNA GO HOME and setup my room and make it all PRETTY! Then I get there, and I wanna watch TV instead, only there's nothing on. meh. Add to all that the self-imposed GUILT from making my roomate live in a box-cluttered mess in the meantime....

 

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