Jody Watley was right

Friends will let you down
Friends wont be around
When you need them most
Where are your friends, yeah

Big Memorial Day weekend. Was really looking forward to a few days of relaxing. Mebbe some drankin...mebbe some partyin.

Been keepin off the smokes all week. Friday was hard though. Lots of pressure. So I had a little..."inspiration." Me, T and another guy got some drinks downstairs...then got inspired on the Club level. Got me quick too. Found it very...difficult... to ... woooor--OH something shiny!

Ending up calling it a night. HAD to go home to sleep. Swear to fuck, I don't know how people can do that every single day and be functional.

Had to go back in to finish on Saturday. No big. Was supposed to get a call from S, who was coming down to visit. But, by the time I left, she hadn't called. J-Deezy also wanted to hang out this weekend. On my way back, I called her...left a message. Ended up getting a couple of G-Pints and a Macanudo and calling it a night.

Again...today, calls to J-Deezy and S...yielded nothing. Talked to my other friend LA (who got dumped this morning). She's goin downtown with her friends to "drown her sorrows" (even though she was looking for a gentle way to dump him).

So here it is...Sunday night. Almost 11pm. And I ain't hung out with no friends. Not even return phone calls. I'm sure there's good reasons. I'm sure I'm being a whiney little bitch. But dag, yo. Make plans with two differnet peoples and both of them bail. I hate that shit.

This is why I need my own posse.